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Thanksgiving.....Not That Excited

I know I'm probably going to sound like a major fun sucker, but I am really not all that excited about the holidays. Besides being upset right now about how things are going with my boyfriend, here the past few years the holiday season has lost some of the spark it used to hold for me. I used to relish the sounds of holiday music and the smells of home cooked foods in the kitchen, and being home with my family was good, but like I said here lately I've felt something is missing. Like I'm not achieving everything I need to be doing around the holidays. My heart isn't filled with the same love I had for the season. It sucks quite frankly. I miss feeling like that. I really wish I could just fix all the problems I'm having and the ones that my friends are having right now. I know I'll probably look back on this entry in awhile from now and wonder why in the world I was so dreary today, but this week has just not run smoothly as of yet and I'm really quite ready for some happiness. It seemed there for awhile that's all I was, was happy good times. Now,.......I just hurt alot.